I'm Sorry
I can't stop crying about you
I can't stop thinking about you
I can't sleep because you're on my mind
I can't eat because you're on my mind
I can't do anything without you
It's like having no thumbs...
It's like having no legs...
Or no brains...
I need you!...
Please come back to me!
You're my one and only,
My pride and joy,
My heart and soul,
My moon and stars,
The love of my life...
-Angelica Flowers
Good-Bye Failure, It's My Time, My Life!
I just need my own space
I need my own time to watse
I need to live my life
I just want to get up and fly
I know it's my time to say....
Good-Bye
He says he loves me...
But I can't be,
Who he wants me to be,
He says he cares...
But I don't think,
He is being fair
I just need my own space
I need my own time to watse
I need to live my life
I just want to get up and fly
I know it's my time to say....
Good-Bye
She says she misses me...
She started begging at my feet,
She askes "where you been?"...
Even though she haven't seen me since
I just need my own space
I need my own time to watse
I need to live my life
I just want to get up and fly
I know it's my time to say....
Good-Bye
Society says to die...
But I am not letting my dreams,
Say Good-Bye
Society says "We Hate You!"....
And yes, that may be true...
But...I need my own space...
Just to prove to you that I am not a waste,
I need to live my life...
Just to prove to you I'm successful,
I can fly
And society knows it's my time...
Time to tell Failure Good-Bye
-Angelica Flowers
Miss Understood
When I speak...
It's like nobody is listening,
Look at my eyes
Can you see them glistening?...
When I'm hurt...
Everybody stops and stares,
But then,
They act like I'm not even there...
Maybe I'm Miss Understood for a reason,
But hey, maybe I wont be her next season...
I was wrong...
Miss Understood came back,
Oh My God,
My heart, it cracked...
I can't believe it...
She refuse to leave me alone,
My tears dropped off my face,
They turn into dust and rust like bones...
Nobody cares to look or even stay,
Shut the door, run to my bed and there I lay...
I am Miss Understood...
And I honestly really can't help it,
I wish I could...
But I can't even stand to admit
-Angelica Flowers
This Is Just To Say
I am who I am
5’5, long curly
Brown hair
I’m thicker than
a Snicker with curves
of an hour glass,
I’m not fatter than
a cow
I’m loving and funny
And the best part is
My skin is Brown
I’m Sorry!
-Angelica Flowers
My Mom
You broke my trust...
I thought it was me and you forever
Then you pushed me into a pool of knives
Waiting for me to die and inside and out...
I don't understand
Why would you do this to me?
I thought you loved me...
Was I wrong? Please say no
How could you be so selfish?
Do you know how much you mean to me?
I guess not...
You don't even feel a bit guilty?
Well I feel like broken glass
I can never be fixed...
I know you probably sat in an empty room
Full of regret and sorrow
But you still don't care...
My mental state of mind is confused
I'm not sure who to trust
I'm not sure who to love...
You ripped my heart apart
Into a million pieces
And you didn't even bother to put it back together...
Do you even know what you did to me?
The moment you said the words
"I Do"
Meant that what I said to you...
Doesn't matter, it never did
Thanks for turning into someone I hate
And thanks for telling me...
You wish you didn't have a second child
Thanks Mom for showing that you don't care
-Angelica Flowers
The Man
You would think HE would tell you the truth,
But you can't even believe HIM as much as you want to...
And as much as it kills you inside,
You want to believe HE has nothing to hide...
Even though there were so many times when HE made you cry,
You just wished that HE was the one to wipe your eyes...
But HE doesn't even realize,
That HE keeps getting caught in HIS own lies...
HE thinks you have nothing to offer,
And it never occurred to HIM that you're HIS ONLY DAUGHTER...
While you sit there and cry yourself a river of tears,
Your mind starts racing back to all those years...
Thinking about all the hurt and pain HE cause,
You look in HIS eyes and yet you still can't see HIS flaws...
And all you ever wanted was for HIM to be there,
But then HE says "Do you really think I care?...
LIttle girl, why would I give you any of my time? ,
I don't even think you were supposed to be mine...
Actually, you were my mistake,
Sorry that your mother caused you all that heartache..."
Remember any fool can make a baby,
Even though, not even an idiot can be thst shady...
But only a MAN can raise a child, sadly,
But now you should only have one Daddy...
Mommy!
-Angelica Flowers